Yo soy asi – (Chile, 2004)

I Am Who I AM

1„While legal freedoms for transgender persons have been granted in many countries, it’s important to remember that transphobia persists around the globe. This film takes place in Chile and is the story of Karina, a transgender woman who talks about her struggles in becoming and being a man in a culture of machismo and homophobia. Despite her struggles and with the support of her straight partner, Karina emerges as a powerful and independent individual.”

(…) All Karina Parra wants is to lead the life of an ordinary 27-year-old woman. But, as filmmaker Joui Turandot explains, a normal life for a transgender person in Chile is no easy task. „Transgendered people are almost always rejected by their families and end up on the streets. Basic human rights and opportunities do not apply.” Many of them, says Turandot, become child prostitutes, and many who have mainstream jobs often lose their jobs as soon as they assume a female identity and are then forced into prostitution to survive.

Turandot spent a year studying in Santiago, where she was surprised to find a visible community of transvestite prostitutes in a society characterized by overt homophobia. With her film, she wanted to explore what it was like to be transgender in a fiercely Catholic and conservative country such as Chile.

„It’s difficult for transgenders to make it as professionals. They are often condemned to dwell at the margins of society,” says Turandot. „With few exceptions, Chilean universities will not accept openly transgendered students, and the best schools often expel male pupils who come to school dressed as a woman.”

In this revealing personal portrait, Karina talks to the camera with a disarming frankness as she takes you through her daily life and early struggles, not to mention her physical and mental journey toward femininity. She says she is one of the lucky ones, having survived a childhood on the streets without resorting to prostitution.

„I left home when I was 10, so I learned a lot of things and I became aware of everything,” Karina says. „I was never stupid. Back then I knew that if I dressed like a woman, I would have had to prostitute myself. But I don’t like prostitution. So I asked myself, ‘What can I do?’ Work. And I started selling dish towels.”

Today, she runs her own hair salon and is in a committed relationship with a longtime partner.

Chile has been rated as one of the freest nations in conservative Latin America – the country elected its first female president in January, socialist Michelle Bachelet, who advocates for much greater tolerance in Chile – but it is still criticized for its rigid class structure. And in this class-obsessed society, the only people lower than the indigenous peoples are those in the gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender communities – sectors of the population many Chileans prefer to ignore. Compounding the prejudice, transgendered Chileans are often shunned by gay, lesbian and bisexual Chileans.

As a hairdresser, Karina earns 2,000 pesos – about US$4 – for each haircut. Prostitutes earn 10,000 pesos or more for each sexual encounter. Yet for Karina, self-respect has been enough to keep her on track. Turandot says that although Karina would like to travel outside the country, she is not permitted to as long as she is legally „a man living as a woman.” Ironically, with sex change surgery – a lengthy, painful and expensive procedure she may never be able to afford – she could qualify for a passport.

(text: Joelle Jaffe
Associate Producer)



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